God is so good! I've been neglecting spending time with God lately, which I think is something he's been trying to tell me.
Tonight at church God really started to just speak to my heart. Something we did was we had a piece of paper and it said "I am" on the left and "But he is" on the right. There was enough space there to write what what we felt we are and was god is (I.E. I am weak, but God is strong). There were multipule spots on this piece of paper that had this written for us to write whatever we wanted in those spaces.
I want to share a couple of mine, and explain why I chose those.
I am a sinner, but he is sinless. Self explanatory.
I am prideful, but he is humble. Tho I am not always prideful and I try my hardest to be humble, I fail. Because I am that sinner.
I am weak, but he is strong. I chose this one, even tho it's so simple because its what describes me right now. I have been so weak with my walk, with trusting Him, and he's had to carry me through these struggles.
I am inconsistent with my walk, but he is always there. Even tho I do fail, and I do sometimes walk away, he is always there right beside me every step of the way holding me up through it all
I am in need of a savoir, he is my savior. God sent his son for me to die on the cross, he is my savior!
I am inpatient, but he is waiting for me.
I am a runner, but he is running after me. Even tho I do walk away from God, sometimes run from God, he is chasing after me, showing himself to me in ways I cannot imagine
Now this last one, I changed the wording to fit with this.
I am unlovable, but loves me anyway. I am sinful in God's eyes, I am not worthy of his love, but he loves me anyway. Thank you God for loving me even tho I walk away so many times!

Something Marc challenged us to do, is sit down with our bibles and see where in the bible it says what we put down. I want to challenge you to do the same. You can do as many as I did, or less, or more it's up to you. But make sure you go and find out where in the Bible it talks about it. Im going to first thing tomorrow. God is so good!

My prayer on my way home, was all about me following God even if I cant see his master plan right now as to why I am suffering. But I know God does have that master plan, and it is so much greater than I can even imagine. I started to tear up on my drive home. Which isnt to safe considering its foggy and rainy here right now, but anyways, i was and I was being safe...dont worry. But I was tearing up, and just crying out to God, asking him to please be here for me, and to guide me in the ways he wants me to go, and I am tired of walking away from him and deliberately sinning against him. Im through with it. But I need his help with it. I need his help so badly! I've been so confused on SO many things lately, and the only way I will know what I am supposed to do is with him. And I know that if I continue to walk with him daily, his plan for my life will become clearer and clearer. 

Be praying for my friend Sarah, he has a urinary tract infection, and its spread to her kidneys and liver, she's in the hospital right now in so much pain, and it's not a good situation at all. So please be keeping Sarah in your prayers. It would really mean a lot to me.

God bless everyone who reads this, I pray for each of you every day!

~Hannah